Happy New Year's everyone!

... omgosh I have the BIGGEST crush ever... *sigh*

"I feel like a freaking little 4 year old walking around in a huge candy store"

haha... Clarissa, only you understand!!

Besos

Oh my goodness I haven't updated this shit in FOREVER!!! Well, these past 2 months have been the shit... some good things have happened some bad, but mostly good... I have awsome friends to count on and they never let me down and my family is kick ass too so life is great. But anyway, I really don't know exactly what has happened these past 2 months except well duh, I turned 18... I had a bad ass birthday party and I coulnd't of asked for anything better than what I got. It was the compleate SHIT for reals... but anyway...

my prima's turned 18 this week and last night was their party it was SOOOOOOO bad ass... it was so much fun though...

ANYWAY... if I don't update for the next 2 months, sorry... hahaha

Besos

Currently Listening The Emancipation of Mimi By Mariah Carey see related

Holy hell these past two weekends have been the SHIT...

and that's because I've been hanging out with like, the coolest people ever... it's weird, cause I grew up with everyone of them and I've known them all for like over 12 years... and this is the first time we've hung out... but omgosh they are so bad ass and I love them... last weekend was the north game and we lost but it was ok cause I had a blast. After the game we went to Jack and it was soooo much fun... then this weekend it was Sandra's quincianera, and let me tell you, it was SOOO much better than PROM, just for the fact that everyone was there... the twins, Amanda, Sandra, Lucy, Magi, Magali, Jessica, Marisol, Keyle, Chiva, Andrew, Beto, Ismat, Dennis, Pancho, Chuy, Juve, Jaime, Frankie, Daniel, Michael, Eric, Austin, Raul omgosh, everyone! Even the people who graduated last year. Me and my cousins went together, and Andrew was my date, and then I saw Jaime and I hadn't seen him in years, so I danced with him too, and then MICHAEL came over from Florida, omgosh I miss that boy like crazy... but anyway... AH! My birthday is in 8 days and I'm so pumped cause I'm having a big ass party, and it's gonna be so bad ass since it's my big 1-8 and all...

Besos

This past week has compleatly been BALLS!

For one, my brother got suspended for 3 days, cause he almost got JUMPED... how gay... just bull shit has been going on... me and Clarissa are compleatly falling aprat, but hopefully it will get better... we've been arguing a crap load lately and it's seriously killing me... Roxy got really sick today and compleatly freaked me out and now I get to go see her at the hospital cause she got hospitalized... but hopefully she'll be ok... HOT DOG life sucks so bad right now... today at work was horrble... I spilt two drinks on this poor little boy... oh, I bombed my Economics test, big whoop, AND I had 23 people stay over here for the weekend cause of damn Rita, who never even hit... well thank God cause then they would of been here for like way longer than the weeknd...  the list goes on and on... I'm like emotionally drained right now. THIS SUCKS! The thing that's keeping me up right now is Jesse... thank God for him, that boy keeps me going no joke. If it weren't for him right now, I would like die... like honestly, lately he's the only one that will listen to me, and like, I feel bad for him cause I've bitched to him a lot lately... I love him though, I really do... like a lot... and yeah, I have Roxy and Clarissa to talk to, but Roxy has her own shit going on, and Clarissa and me just argue so much lately, that I just don't want to even bother too much with her... Lidia is always busy, so is Kelly, so yeah, that pretty much leaves my boy... but anyway...

Jesse, if you read this, omgosh kid, thanks so much for being here so much for me these past few days, you are like, the best and I seriously don't know what I would do with you, I love you so much, and you rock my socks!

ANYWAY...

Besos

P.S. Clarissa I love you so much, and I hope that we get to hang out soon!

Currently Listening Trap Muzik By T.I. see related

hmm...

Thursday: school, went and got my red tomato, Roxy, and went to BK with her and Jose, went to work... CRAZY NIGHT...

Friday: school, I had to be there at 7:45 for the teacher breakfast... ugh... it was fun though... after school I went to work, closed, then went home...

Saturday I woke up and cleaned of course, like always, then I talked to Clarissa on the phone and after bitching for like an hour, we made up and I went to her house, and she colored my hair... AGAIN... it's like a golden brown again... I like it but I miss my redish brown hair though... came home, got into it with my dad... like BAD... pretty much got threatned to get my car taken away... how awsome is that?

Sunday I went to Roxy's house in the morning cause she was sick so I went to nurse her... then I went to work... it was so busy, but I made some good money! Then after that I went to Roxy's(I had to work til 4 how gay!) and picked her up and went to church... then we went to jack and then to Wally World... then we came home and she spent the night... OMGOSH it was so much fun! But anyway...

I have a test in Economics tomorros I'm gonna FAIL! Anyway... I'm pretty much hatting life right now... and I miss my boy like crazy... he called me last night and I compleatly missed his call... I'm SOOO sad... and I never ever get to talk to him cause I'm so busy I freaking hate it... whatever... and a certain someone is being a BITCH lately...

I'm just kidding I love life... and I'm not being sarcastic... like seriously, besides me and my dad being on each other's butt right now, and me not being able to talk to my boy as much as I wish I could, and my red tomato having shitty days... life is good!

Besos

OMGOSH I was about to subimt this and my boy called me... I'm on the phone with him... AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!